CANCER

Cracked stone sculpture of a human heart with black vine-like branches emerging from the fissures
A cancer is eating away at our hearts.
Where love ought to reside,
Hatred for each other abides.
It divides us and tears us apart.

It has its roots in sin and shame.
We feel guilt within our own souls
Because of deep and dark holes,
So we find someone else to blame.

It takes courage to look deep within.
We must face our own pride
To let love reside inside
And remove the cancerous sin.

When we see our own faults
And confront our own shame,
We will cease to find others to blame.
Only then can evil and hatred halt.

When hatred and bigotry end,
We can turn enemies into friends.

Facing Cancer

Elderly man lying in hospital bed holding hands with visitor.
"I'm facing my biggest fear,"
He said to me.
I was already hurting.
These words I did not need to hear.
"How does it feel to see me this way?"
He asked of me.
Hurt for him is what I felt.
"Sad" was all I could say.
The man with whom I could run 10 miles
And scale mountain peaks
Now, struggled to walk a few feet.
Memories of such days, now, did not bring smiles.
Seeing my dad weak and in pain,
Hurts me too much.
But though this is hard to bear,
I know our faith will not wane.
Through this fight for his life,
I'll be by his side,
And praying to my Lord:
"Comfort us. Save my father's life."
What outcome lies ahead for us?
It's beyond my control.
I simply do not know.
So in our Lord and Savior we place our trust.

Lies I Believe

Shattered mirror on wooden floor reflecting window and dresser
I'm tired of being told lies I want to hear!
Truth is painful when it slaps me in the face.
It convicts me of wrongs I held so dear.
It reveals shame I now seek to erase.
Let me remain in darkness, blind to what is true.
In darkness I can hide from who I am.
Let me remain the same; don't make me new.
I refuse to look inside and exam.
I'm safe within my deceit and lies.
No need to change or repent.
Let me do right in my own eyes.
I need nothing to lament.
I'm tired of being told lies I want to hear!
But keep telling them to me.
I do not wish to change what I hold dear
Keep me in chains, I do not wish to be free.

A Tale of Two Buildings

Wooden house named Loving Shack near a glass building being demolished by a wrecking ball
The towering skyscraper was about to fall
One blast and it would be reduced to ash
A billion dollars ago it was built strong and tall
A solid investment of a wealthy one's cash.
Corporations conducted profit-making deals
Mergers were signed. Jobs were gained and lost
Ignoring people, places, and moral ideals.
Now into history it will be permanently tossed.
A shack still stands weakened by time
Held together by love and joyful laughter
Once strong and sturdy in its prime
Will remain in hearts now and ever after.
It has seen births and deaths
Triumphs and tragedies in its day
Human hearts filled with the Spirit's breaths
Who were moved to live, love, laugh and pray.
Two buildings in contrast
One built on profit and greed
The other on love and creed
Only one did forever last.
What life will you build?
One of lust and greed?
One of love and supplying others need?
Will your life be contented or unfulfilled?

Bigotry

Person in dark jacket standing with a stick by a campfire outside a cave at night

Afraid are we to look inside.
With no one and nobody do we abide.
Isolated in our own darkness, we hide.
Only to the shadows do we confide.
Our hatred breeds from ancient fears,
From painful wounds dredged up over the years.
From truths, we've hidden from our peers,
The pain that no one ever hears.
To the world, we lash out in rage
To anyone who rattles our cage.
In lonely despair, we age.
From all who would be close, we disengage.
We play and laugh with no aim.
We dare not share our shame.
Instead, we find others to blame.
Better they burn in the fiery flame.
But it is we who are not right.
We are deceived and think we're alright.
Terrified to come into the light.
We say hidden in the darkness of night.
Each of us pointing fingers, we raise
Reflecting the mirror of our days.
Lost within our hostile blinded haze,
Forgetting love's redeeming rays.
Yet dawn must break upon this night,
And truth needs to pierce our failing sight.
If we would only choose to face what's right,
Our shadows may yet transform to light.
For change begins with just one soul
Who dares to make their spirit whole,
Who breaks free from hatred's toll,
And helps another toward this goal.

The Past

The past is there to remind us
Of who we were in times gone by
But the past does not define us

Like a ghost you can sense its wrath
Like the wind you hear its lament
But it will not hinder your path

I am what I am in the present moment
Though influenced by the past
I am neither its slave nor its servant